^{RECORDING DATED '11/17/83'}

I think there's... some-someone or some thing in my shed.
I don't want to look.
I don't need to look.
If-If you see my mangled corpse up on
that
Hollowfields News station
...
It-
That's not a good sign.
Is this it?
Is this how I die?

• are ghosts real?

Is fate real?
Was I destined to die like this?
Is that thing a ghost?
I
I don't understand.
Please
Lord
Lord, Please.
Let me make amends.
Before I die
Just once In my l-

Doorknob.
Allow me.
Please.

• paths crossed once and forever

^{RECORDING DATED '11/25/83'}

I'm using this thing again
i don't remember why i have it but
i'm going to put it to use.
_{[LOUD RUSTLING]}
This is my
My confessional of sorts.
Maybe i'll make more.
Make myself
pure.
But
I
I think I just shot someone.
It...
I don't know what happened.
I went outside and I swore I saw something
In the forest
and
i went and got old faithful
i think the bullet hitwait

• what have you done

• what have i done

DO I
Go outside
And find out
What do i do
I've never felt this
this rush before
this hasn't
god
oh my
forgive me for
what i need to do
_{[Footsteps going outside]}
It
I hit something, yeah
uhm
Oh
_{[footsteps stop]}
What
What is that thing
WHAT THE FUCK

• do you recognize what you see?

is
is this some kind of sick joke?
Why is it back?
I swore
I swore I got rid of it.
Why?
I...
_[Squelches]
I need this, Don't I?
I need it.
It's mine.

• return to sender

^{RECORDING DATED '11/29/83'}

Zero people will ever see this
actually
people may
you never know what could happen
piles of organs show up here
oh, it's just so
difficult
trying to explain all my feelings
really, it is
yes, i think so
let me take a moment away
we all get a first for everything.

• first

speaking of organs
that
pile
is
uhm
in my shed right now.
i put it there.
maybe it'll keep me in check
with that putrid smell
not as bad as it could be
but besides the point
i need some time
to
to figure this all out

• reflection

...
is it weird to say that?
i haven't talked to anyone
in months
i don't need to
i just
i don't know
i'm grasping at straws
i feel like i'm losing myself
_[CLICK]
let me fix this
me
let me fix myself

• wanting and needing

^{RECORDING DATED '12/2/83'}

What do I do
Oh god
Oh god I think
I think the
Eugh... Fuck. FUCK
I think I NEED TO get old faithful
again
this isn't a joke
I
_{[RECORDER PRESUMABLY DROPPED, FRANTIC FOOTSTEPS]}
PLEASE
IT'S
It's SO MUCH WORSE
HAIL MARY
I'M DOING IT
I NEED TO
_{[Panicky lock unlocking]}
SHIT
THERE
I
I GOT THIS
_{[DOOR SLAM]}

• steam engine

_{[AUDIO IN SECTION IS MUFFLED]}
WHERE ARE YOU
I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU
I WILL
I SWEAR
I'm not afraid of hell.
I've been already, I
I'll do it all over again!
_{[SHOT FIRED]
[SECOND SHOT FIRED]
[running progressively getting closer to recorder]
[door swings open and then slams]}
OH GOD
OH GOD I'M
_{[FOOTSTEP STOPPED BY A SQUELCH]}
NO
NO
NO NO NO
NO
GO AWAY
NO
STOP
I PUT YOU AWAY
WHY ARE YOU HERE

• dread settles in

EVERYTIME I PUT IT AWAY
IT COMES BACK
I DON'T KNOW WHY
I JUST WANT IT GONE FOREVER
.
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
YOU
I KNOW YOU HEAR ME.
LET ME IN.
LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME INLET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME INLET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME INLET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME INLET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME INLET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME INLET ME IN LET ME IN LET ME
_{[you LET ME IN.]}

• let me in

• let

• me

• in